count your blessings

So I am so excited! My #49 blessing is that Bopper is so understanding and sweet. And not just that he is so in live with me! We are going to go to church together tomorrow morning! He's getting his clothes ready now and I am so wow excited!!! Pray for me Janel! But that is definately my blessing for today!

I went out to dinner tonight with a couple of friends from work and it was so nice to sit and talk to some new friends and to hear some funny stories! And I learned that I am not as wierd as I thought I was. I don't have that many close friends anymore so I don't get to hear a lot of similar situations to my own when it comes to dating and my life out here in Hawaii is hard to compare to old friends and others. So it was nice to know that Iam in the same boat with a lot of people.
Anywho, I need some sleep!
Aloha

My 52 Blessings

So I totally love that idea of a blessing per week for the whole year. Cause today I actually journaled an entry today to myself. Just giving a shout out to me for me. A very positive thing to do I might add. SItting down a writing to yourself about how much you love yourself and reminding yourself of who you are and of all of your qualities really makes you feel more positive.

So my number #52 blessing is going to be my love for journaling. I am very fortunate to enjoy this. Some people don't and it is kind of sad. I will always have a small door to open and look back and reflect on different times in my life because I write quite a bit of my life down.

And since it is already the 20th of January, we are two weeks behind on our 52 weeks.

#51 My job. I worked very hard to get to where I am. And there is still so much to be accomplished. When I moved to Hawaii I had this dream of being a bum and working as who knows! But I am blessed that I got the courage and the determination to get on the stupid bus every morning and take a two hour comute to school. And the to take it back and go straight to work as a busser in a restraunt for Seven months! Until I became a waitress for the last three months. (Which is when I met Bops!) The Job I have now is the one I said to myself when I started school, and my busser job, Brianna! I want to get my massage therapy liscence and transfer to the spa and Turtle Bay Resort! And look at me Two years and like three months later! Go Job!

#50 My health. Obviously my blessings are in no specific order, cause this would be close to the top, But I have been so blessed, to always have good health. Besides a cold every winter and a few strep throghts and a few little sufing accidents, I have been so lucky to not have any serious health obsticles or injuries in my life. But I am sure that if I did, knock on wood, I would be able to over come the obsticles and still be who I am.

So there are my first three, instalments. I can't wait to really take a look at all of my blessings throughout the year, and see how life will change and grow!

Thanks Janel!

happy!

I love going to the gym. It makes me so happy. And you know what else makes me happy, Eating and Sleeping. Bopper says as long as he keeps me fed and I sleep good he has a happy girlfriend. haha. But I am so glad I went to the gym. I did a yoga class that was kind of lame but then I had a really fun hip hop dance class. I got the steps and had a lot of fun. The teacher was really fun too. Really pretty, but really heavy. At first I was kinda judgemental, but I slapped myself for that, and I was suprised how well she taught! And she was very confident. I had fun, I'll probably go every week now. And Bopper and I are going tomorrow morning and I am going to the Kick Boxing class. Unfortunately I haven't been going to Jujitsu because I am nervous I'll get hurt and I need my whole body for my job. Massage Therapists kind of need unbroken arms and legs. And I just heard so many scarry stories about injuries, I was a bit freaked out. But I bought the stupid uniform so I am eventually going to get into something that needs a gi when I am not a working therapist. Maybe just karate. I know I am going to get my kids in it if I can. It's such a cool thing to know how to do. Well I'm gonna sleepies now!

I hate writing a title!

I don't know why but I am so cranky today. Bopper called me a spoiled brat this morning and I have not recovered from it! I think it is so rude to say that! I guess on a some (alot) of levels I am really spoiled and I know that I can be a pain but still! But He's just a bit cranky too because he's stopped drinking. Which is really good, but I think he get a bit moodier now when I have to nag a little to remind him. But I am so proud of him for coming to me and owning up to his problem and telling me that he wanted to stop. He's doing really well with it so far. Well Iam going to go apologize and make things all better.

Lazy Breezy in Hawaii!!!

So I am the worst. It's been weeks since I updated. But Janelly you've been so good! Life looks like so much fun for you and all the kids. You have such a cute family and you are so fun and creative! My latest news is that I got the carpets cleaned in my gross apartment. Well Not so gross anymore! I cleaned it up pretty good but I can't wait to not have roommates and take a break and live alone. Well then I guess the kids will come so then I'll have to deal with it all over again. At least I've had some practice with the patience, But I;ll be able to yell at my kids and make them put there own crap away. Can't do that so much with roommates! haha. But things are good otherwise.

Work has been crazy busy and I'm afraid I got a little burned. But I had Wednesday off and Today. Plus I treated myself to a massage and a facial on Thursday. Those were nice. I worked over 70 hours last payperiod (two weeks) and I think in that I did 35+ massages. So I was due for one. But it'll be worth it since I didn't get paid while I was out of town! Yeah I have less that one hundred dollars in my account right now. it's pretty much the worst feeling thinking checks are gonna bounce if I don't deposit my check on Monday! but I am gonna have to run because the bank closes at 4 and I don't finish till 3! and I live 30 min away but traffic can add 20 min! it's gonna be a close call.

You'll bee excited about this one. Bopper and I were talking about what we want in our relationship and I expressed how I want to move home really bad. And he's willing to come with me! He wants to visit for sure first but were coming in May so it'll still be cool right? And then we probably won't come till after the summer so he won't have to feel it. But I keep those thoughts to myself. He hates the heat. he sweats way too much! But just that we are talking about the " m" word makes me so happy. But he also said give him some time before he "runs off to become a mormon" haha. I thought it was cute. But he is really showing an effort to be better and start learning. I don't think that process can really happen till were on the mainland. It's just too hard here. I know that sound lame but it's true. The spirit that I felt when I was home in Thatcher is so much different than out here.

More news you are going to love Janelly! I have been starting up again on singing. I really want to get back to the mainland so I can get an agent and start getting serious about it! yeah! I'll write more on this later.

Well I'm going to sleepies because unfortunately I work tomorrow. Have a nice Sunday. And say Hi to the Kiddies for me. oh and did Mark like hiss candy I brought?
goodnight.
Breezy