LATE #48

#48 , So I'm a little late,
but my number 48 blessing is going to be Hawaii. I have learned so much out here, and it really has been a blessing to me. But unfortunately it is very far from home and I really wish everyone would just move out here and be with me. Any ways I am not in the biggest writting mood so I am gonna have to keep this one short.

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count your blessings

So I am so excited! My #49 blessing is that Bopper is so understanding and sweet. And not just that he is so in live with me! We are going to go to church together tomorrow morning! He's getting his clothes ready now and I am so wow excited!!! Pray for me Janel! But that is definately my blessing for today!

I went out to dinner tonight with a couple of friends from work and it was so nice to sit and talk to some new friends and to hear some funny stories! And I learned that I am not as wierd as I thought I was. I don't have that many close friends anymore so I don't get to hear a lot of similar situations to my own when it comes to dating and my life out here in Hawaii is hard to compare to old friends and others. So it was nice to know that Iam in the same boat with a lot of people.
Anywho, I need some sleep!
Aloha

My 52 Blessings

So I totally love that idea of a blessing per week for the whole year. Cause today I actually journaled an entry today to myself. Just giving a shout out to me for me. A very positive thing to do I might add. SItting down a writing to yourself about how much you love yourself and reminding yourself of who you are and of all of your qualities really makes you feel more positive.

So my number #52 blessing is going to be my love for journaling. I am very fortunate to enjoy this. Some people don't and it is kind of sad. I will always have a small door to open and look back and reflect on different times in my life because I write quite a bit of my life down.

And since it is already the 20th of January, we are two weeks behind on our 52 weeks.

#51 My job. I worked very hard to get to where I am. And there is still so much to be accomplished. When I moved to Hawaii I had this dream of being a bum and working as who knows! But I am blessed that I got the courage and the determination to get on the stupid bus every morning and take a two hour comute to school. And the to take it back and go straight to work as a busser in a restraunt for Seven months! Until I became a waitress for the last three months. (Which is when I met Bops!) The Job I have now is the one I said to myself when I started school, and my busser job, Brianna! I want to get my massage therapy liscence and transfer to the spa and Turtle Bay Resort! And look at me Two years and like three months later! Go Job!

#50 My health. Obviously my blessings are in no specific order, cause this would be close to the top, But I have been so blessed, to always have good health. Besides a cold every winter and a few strep throghts and a few little sufing accidents, I have been so lucky to not have any serious health obsticles or injuries in my life. But I am sure that if I did, knock on wood, I would be able to over come the obsticles and still be who I am.

So there are my first three, instalments. I can't wait to really take a look at all of my blessings throughout the year, and see how life will change and grow!

Thanks Janel!

happy!

I love going to the gym. It makes me so happy. And you know what else makes me happy, Eating and Sleeping. Bopper says as long as he keeps me fed and I sleep good he has a happy girlfriend. haha. But I am so glad I went to the gym. I did a yoga class that was kind of lame but then I had a really fun hip hop dance class. I got the steps and had a lot of fun. The teacher was really fun too. Really pretty, but really heavy. At first I was kinda judgemental, but I slapped myself for that, and I was suprised how well she taught! And she was very confident. I had fun, I'll probably go every week now. And Bopper and I are going tomorrow morning and I am going to the Kick Boxing class. Unfortunately I haven't been going to Jujitsu because I am nervous I'll get hurt and I need my whole body for my job. Massage Therapists kind of need unbroken arms and legs. And I just heard so many scarry stories about injuries, I was a bit freaked out. But I bought the stupid uniform so I am eventually going to get into something that needs a gi when I am not a working therapist. Maybe just karate. I know I am going to get my kids in it if I can. It's such a cool thing to know how to do. Well I'm gonna sleepies now!

I hate writing a title!

I don't know why but I am so cranky today. Bopper called me a spoiled brat this morning and I have not recovered from it! I think it is so rude to say that! I guess on a some (alot) of levels I am really spoiled and I know that I can be a pain but still! But He's just a bit cranky too because he's stopped drinking. Which is really good, but I think he get a bit moodier now when I have to nag a little to remind him. But I am so proud of him for coming to me and owning up to his problem and telling me that he wanted to stop. He's doing really well with it so far. Well Iam going to go apologize and make things all better.