Just like the others,

Just like all previous New Year Resolutions! I have slacked. I am so sorry Janel I know you Are busy so blogging is a great way to keep track. I just get lazy. I have been watching Survivor Seasons and I get brainwashed. I don't have TV right now so I don't see all the cool shows. But I am getting it soon. I have to watch The Office when it starts airing. But What blessing am I suposed to be on right now? I think Like #41 So I have Six to do!
1.(46)Education
2.(45)Passion For my Job
3.(44)Being an American
4.(43)Ability to Relax
5.(42)Love of Learning
6.(41)Flexible Personality
Okay so those All add up to...
I am so glad that I have my job and I had the motivation to take the bus everyday to downtown Oahu from the North Shore,(alecia and brittany know it can suck), But I was able to study and get things done. I am definately a planner but I don't get High strung like some people so I know to take a deep breath and say a little prayer and my day will turn around. It's really a blessing to be able to do this. Plus I deal with all sorts of people, as we all do, We all have different views on the world and opinions of how things should be done but I listen to all my friends and collegues and we are adults. And I am so greatful I am an American, Even though I hate the conspiracies of our leaders and The greed that runs The Powerhouse Called Washington D.C. I am still great ful to be in this country. All the illegals that are in fear everyday and Even those with legal visas and green cards still hold fear in the back of their mind that they may be deported or "caught" or told on by a hater. I am just thankful for that abscense of fear.
I' m not sure if that all made sense but whatever. I tried. And now I am "caught up" six weeks late but current. haha.

So I colored my hair. I wanted some red in it to make it stand out, and oh boy is it! Big 'ol rED/Pink/maroon streaks. But I like it after a couple of days. I thought I would get in trouble at work today but my boss just told me that she liked it and gave me a really nice present. She said I work really hard and I deserved it. She got me this cool Eminence thing. It's a tube of seven different products. Which is so awesome. If she's trying to make me like her it's totally working. Even though I already liked her. But now, I know this is a little disturbing, I think she likes me. She is a lesbian! eeeew. But she's married so she shouldn't be flirting like this! haha J/K I really hope shes not. But she keep doing nice things for me and she gave me a really good personal review and I don't know whats going on. I'll just say that she is really nice and Appreciates all that I do at my job.

I am also looking into a new place to live. I think it may happen soon But I have to wait on several other people to do their thing before it gets around to me.
Bopper and I can't wait to come home for a visit! He's going to go to PA for ten days and then come to Az for like 5 It's going to be awesome! I hope everyone in the family does a really nice job of welcoming him and making him feel appreciated, Like we have all done for everyone else. I don't want any negative energy puking on this very special moment for us. We are both nervous and excited as it is so I trust everyone to treat us with the same repect we've all been treated, Except for Kristy. She was fake and kinda put it on herself. But I don't like the way we have talked about her behind her back since the day she became Jasons girlfriend. I truly believe that things could have been different for them if we could have exercised our ability to use the law or attraction. aka"the secret". So once again I know everyone will be kind and loving toward bopper. I love him and I know that you all love me and will see what a great man he is and how imoprtant he is to me. So ahead of time, THANKS! Okay now I am going to take a nap because I did five Easter Day Massages, and I didn't get to go to church and I wanted to and I'm a little cranky about that.
I hipe you all had a lovely day!
Happy Easter

fourty-seven/ v-day

My number fourty seven blessing of the year is my superficial things. I'm really greatful to have the things i need to keep me entertained and comfortable. I don;t know if I should really use that as a blessing but I'm gonna.

One thing I am very ungrateful for right now is my cold! I feel terrible and I want to cry every time I cough. It sucks. But oh well. I feel bad Valentines is tomorrow, I hope I feel better. I have to work a double shift too. lame. But it's alright cause Bopper works anyways. So at least I'll be at work with him.

Sometimes I really don't like 'ol V-day. I feel obligated to get a great gift but I really just don' t have the money so I feel like I'm not doing enough. but Bops knows I love him so what ever cupid I'm not spending any money on you this year.

LATE #48

#48 , So I'm a little late,
but my number 48 blessing is going to be Hawaii. I have learned so much out here, and it really has been a blessing to me. But unfortunately it is very far from home and I really wish everyone would just move out here and be with me. Any ways I am not in the biggest writting mood so I am gonna have to keep this one short.

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count your blessings

So I am so excited! My #49 blessing is that Bopper is so understanding and sweet. And not just that he is so in live with me! We are going to go to church together tomorrow morning! He's getting his clothes ready now and I am so wow excited!!! Pray for me Janel! But that is definately my blessing for today!

I went out to dinner tonight with a couple of friends from work and it was so nice to sit and talk to some new friends and to hear some funny stories! And I learned that I am not as wierd as I thought I was. I don't have that many close friends anymore so I don't get to hear a lot of similar situations to my own when it comes to dating and my life out here in Hawaii is hard to compare to old friends and others. So it was nice to know that Iam in the same boat with a lot of people.
Anywho, I need some sleep!
Aloha

My 52 Blessings

So I totally love that idea of a blessing per week for the whole year. Cause today I actually journaled an entry today to myself. Just giving a shout out to me for me. A very positive thing to do I might add. SItting down a writing to yourself about how much you love yourself and reminding yourself of who you are and of all of your qualities really makes you feel more positive.

So my number #52 blessing is going to be my love for journaling. I am very fortunate to enjoy this. Some people don't and it is kind of sad. I will always have a small door to open and look back and reflect on different times in my life because I write quite a bit of my life down.

And since it is already the 20th of January, we are two weeks behind on our 52 weeks.

#51 My job. I worked very hard to get to where I am. And there is still so much to be accomplished. When I moved to Hawaii I had this dream of being a bum and working as who knows! But I am blessed that I got the courage and the determination to get on the stupid bus every morning and take a two hour comute to school. And the to take it back and go straight to work as a busser in a restraunt for Seven months! Until I became a waitress for the last three months. (Which is when I met Bops!) The Job I have now is the one I said to myself when I started school, and my busser job, Brianna! I want to get my massage therapy liscence and transfer to the spa and Turtle Bay Resort! And look at me Two years and like three months later! Go Job!

#50 My health. Obviously my blessings are in no specific order, cause this would be close to the top, But I have been so blessed, to always have good health. Besides a cold every winter and a few strep throghts and a few little sufing accidents, I have been so lucky to not have any serious health obsticles or injuries in my life. But I am sure that if I did, knock on wood, I would be able to over come the obsticles and still be who I am.

So there are my first three, instalments. I can't wait to really take a look at all of my blessings throughout the year, and see how life will change and grow!

Thanks Janel!